Tuesday, April 9, 2013

A Big Change

A Big Change has just taken place in our lives, and we want to share it with you. As of this past Sunday evening, we became the foster parents of two little girls, half Ik, half Karimojong.

The story goes like this. When we first came to Kaabong in March of 2008, we met an Ik man named Lochiyo Gabriel. He was the first Ik we met here and the first to start working on the language with me. He was also the first Ik ever to have a job in the district government. Lochiyo lived in town but would sometimes be able to come out to our house for a few hours of language work. After a month or two, I started working with different people and saw Lochiyo less and less. But whenever we did meet him, he was always kind, helpful, and friendly to us.

(Lochiyo and Amber in 2008)

In April 2010, Lochiyo had a motorcycle accident that injured his foot. It got infected, and he ended up in the hospital. Lochiyo had HIV-AIDS, and so the wound never healed. He soon passed away from complications. By then we already knew his extended family, and they asked us if we would pick up the body and bring it to the village for burial. We agreed and went to the hospital 'morgue', where we found him and wrapped him in a tarp. Then we drove him to Timu, took part in both traditional and Christian funeral rituals, and buried him in the village of his elder brother, Lojore Philips.

Lochiyo was married to a Dodoth (Karimojong) woman named Alice. They had two daughters, Janet (named after the Ugandan president's wife) and Lemu (pronounced lay-MOO). According to custom, Alice, the widow, had to spend a week in her late husband's village in mourning. While Alice was there (actually, just next door to us), she and her kids were not treated well by some of the relatives. We felt bad for her and the girls, so we visited them daily and brought them little treats.

After that week, we occasionally saw Alice in Kaabong, and she would always greet us warmly, with a big smile. We think she was touched by how we treated her and her kids in the village. She always kept the youngest girl with her but would send Janet up to stay with her relatives on an on-again, off-again basis. It was on those trips back and forth that we first got to know Janet a bit. At some point, not too long after the funeral, Alice asked us to 'take' Janet, by which we took her to mean that we raise her in our home. Though it was tempting, we dismissed the idea as impractical and culturally difficult. Plus, to be honest, my heart was not open to having children. So we said 'no'.

(Alice, Amber, and the two girls in 2010)

A year and a half passed, and we were ready to go back to America for a six-month stay. Just the week before we left, my eyes and heart were again opened to Janet and to the plight she was in. Passed around from relative to relative, she had no home. As a second-class citizen in the village, she was not treated as well as her full-blooded cousins. We had known this, but it wasn't until we were leaving that all of a sudden I wished we were taking her with us. I didn't tell Amber this until a month later, on a drive from Florida to Alabama. From that moment, we began praying and dreaming about the possibility of adopting Janet and Lemu in the future. We shared our hopes with many of you along the way. Our love for Alice, Janet, and Lemu grew in our absence from them.

When we got back to Uganda this past January, we were ready to move ahead with our plans. Since we had talked to many non-Africans about the idea, it was time to talk to some Ugandans. A major milestone was when we had a three-hour conversation in February with Luka Onek, a pastor and trusted friend who knows Karimojong culture. He encouraged us and suggested we approach one of the girls' Ik uncles with our idea. The result, he said, all depended on whether the late Lochiyo had paid brideprice for Alice or not. If he had, then the children belong to the Ik side of the family. If he had not, then they belong to the Karimojong side of the family. The answer to that question would largely determine how things might go.

That same weekend, we drove somewhere looking for Alice. She had 'married' a soldier and was staying at a barracks way out in the middle of nowhere. We stopped at barracks after barracks until we found her. When she saw our vehicle, she ran out to meet us. She must've been so surprised. We got to visit with her a bit and with Lemu, who took a liking to Amber.

Getting back to the village, the next step was to talk to Lojore, Lochiyo's older brother (and the uncle Janet was staying with). After committing my life to Jesus Christ and asking Amber to marry me, this was going to be the most audacious request I'd ever made. I psyched myself up, popped a few Tums, and walked over to their home one evening with fear and trembling. I told Lojore I had something to discuss with him and asked if we could go sit up on the rocks. In halting Swahili, I told him what we had been thinking. At first he said 'siyo mbaya', which in Swahili means 'not bad'. Not quite the exuberant response I might have hoped for. In fact, Lojore was practically inscrutable through the short conversation and two weeks to follow. For two weeks, our hearts hung by a thread on the reply that he wasn't giving us. Finally, one Sunday morning, I told him we were still waiting for a reply. He said that the family wanted to wait until June, when one of their brothers came back from university.

A few days later, one evening, we found Janet cowering behind a hut, filthy, and shivering in the cold. She was not in a good home situation. It was just too much to think that we couldn't take care of her then and wouldn't even find out about the future until two and half months down the road. I called a friend and asked him to pray for us because we felt helpless. He suggested we call the brother and offer to pay his transport if he came earlier. So that's what we did, and the brother, Lokwang Hillary, agreed to it! Moreover, his wife was due to deliver their second child that very weekend.

(Janet this past February)

(Janet after a bubble-bath this past March)

That weekend was this past weekend. Hillary got back from Kampala on Friday, and we took the other three brothers down with us to Kaabong. The Big Meeting was scheduled to take place Saturday morning. We spent Friday evening with American friends, Jeremy & Susan Taliaferro, contemplating the surreal adventure we were about to embark on. So Saturday morning, I drove into town to pick up all the brothers, Alice, and one of Alice's sisters, and bring them back to the Baptist mission, where it was quiet and undisturbed. It was raining that morning, and before taking them to the mission, I had to take Lilly, Hillary's wife, to the hospital because she was going into labor (she gave birth to a girl on Saturday evening).

Back at the mission, we sat down together, and I awkwardly but eagerly started the meeting by telling them some of what I've just written here. After I was done, they each took turns talking. They all thought us raising the kids was a good idea, but they had serious concerns about us taking them away forever, where they wouldn't get to see them again. From there, we discussed the difference between fostering and adopting. They agreed to us fostering the kids and decided we'll all discuss adoption in a few years. I could hardly believe we were hearing the words we only imagined were possible.

As it turned out, Lochiyo had paid brideprice for Alice, and so the children 'belonged' to the Ik brothers. That meant that both kids were supposed to be in Timu and stay with Ik relatives. The brothers had left Lemu with her mother and sister, more as a courtesy or kindness, but they were planning to get her at a point in the near future. As many as three years ago, about when we moved from Kaabong to the Ik area, I had been unofficially adopted into the Komukua clan, of which these Ik brothers are a part (Amber's in the Sigetia clan). This means that, with some imagination, I could be seen as Janet and Lemu's paternal uncle, which would make our raising them quite natural (especially since we haven't had our own children). But we could have never asked the family to see us in this light.

In God's providence, they came to see it this way all on their own. At the meeting on Saturday, they told us that this was God's blessing on their family for Lochiyo having been our friend, the first Ik we met, and the one who introduced us to many others. They also mentioned that since I was a member of their clan (and therefore their brother), it made sense to them that we would raise the children. That was a relief to us, especially since some strange behavior we got from them on Friday made us think they would approach our request like a marriage proposal (with all the requisite drama)!

To our shock, they said we could take the two girls right away. Gulp! By Sunday evening, we suddenly found ourselves with a family double the size it was Sunday morning. We are now living with Janet and Lemu as fostered children. Yes, we are crazy. Yes, we are in way over our heads. Yes, we lack sleep and are stressed out. But we were ready for this. We were ready for this Big Change. We believe God orchestrated it and that he is going to use this to refine us and shape them for his purposes. But we need your prayers.

Both girls came to us with bad respiratory infections. Janet has been neglected and abused and has deep emotional scars. She will have many issues we need to work on. Lemu is a cheerful little butter-bean, but she speaks only Karimojong, which we hardly know at all! Pray for God's grace and peace to cover all four of us. And praise God that this situation we find ourselves in is going to point to his loving character in this Ik community. That's what we want our lives to be for anyway, through the medical and translation work we have been doing. Pray that our caring for these children will prove to be powerful evidence of a loving Heavenly Father and his redemptive grace for the down-and-outers, which includes all of us.

(Terrill and Janet)

(Amber and Lemu)


sharla said...

Oh how exciting!!!! I'm thrilled for you guys and for how God is going to use you and your children, together as a family to continue to spread the good news of Jesus!!! Gives me goosebumps! We so much enjoyed seeing you at Christmas. I'm excited that I finally found your blogspot. Blessings,
Sharla Graber

shelli lewis said...

I breathed a sigh of relief when I read this update. God has blessed you both with such sweet hearts-I know that He will use that to bless these children. I also know it will be a challenge, and I will pray. HE will sanctify you both through this. I already miss seeing your faces. May God bless deeply and often in this adventure!
Love in Christ,

Notinthewild said...

Everybody is soooo smitten with these girls!

Nancy Helton said...

I will be in prayer for your family & ask God to continue to protect all of you. I know he will work out all the issues you will be facing.
Your Mom's friend,

Anonymous said...

Amber and Terrill, this sort of reminds me of Peace Child, a Wycliffe book I read several years ago. Such opportunities for God to use these little girls' lives!


Larry said...

Terrill & Amber, we're so excited for you both. Yesterday's news was the best. Words do not adequately express our heartfelt joy. Terrill, what a bold move to sit down before relatives and contend for their wellbeing, as Boaz once sat down before the elders in the city for Ruth & Naomi.

We are humbled and honored beyond measure that you have heard from the Lord and He has enlarged your tent. May this small story of redemption speak of a greater story of glory divine, as you live among and serve the IK of Timu. -Larry & Mary

Anonymous said...

I cannot stop singing praises to God over this! And I'm praying, praying, praying... Love you, Kate

Notinthewild said...

Loooove the "before" and "after" of Janet!

Justin and Hannah Gingerich said...

So exciting....we will be praying for you all...

Eric and Theresa Camil said...

Wonderful news!!! How exciting!!! We will be praying for you both as well as the girls, that God will continually bless you. Give the girls a hug and kiss from us.

Love, Eric and Theresa

Rich and Sally Hoffman said...

From "A Big Meeting", to "A Big Change", to what we are now daily praying to be our LORD's gracious outcome of this in two major ways: A BIG BLESSING to the SCHROCK FAMILY (not only to your own new IMMEDIATE family of the FOUR of you☺☺☺☺, but to your EXTENDED families both in the States and Uganda); and A BIG MIRACLE in that YOUR loving actions might serve as a type of redemptive analogy to ALL the Ik for what GOD has done through HIS SON JESUS to ADOPT us as HIS CHILDREN and FELLOW HEIRS with Him☺☺☺ Much love, Rich & Sally

Louie said...

Just wow- you are a brave man Terrill and you both will be great parents.
You are truly living out God's love on earth. Louie & Buddy

The Reeds said...

This is so exciting!! What a great time to meet up over tea. :)

Mark & Jennie said...

AHHHH, I'm so excited for you both & praying praying praying as this is such a big journey!!! You are both made to be parents, I love how God has orchestrated this in your lives. Love your Ik/Kjong babies!!! Can't wait to hear so much more!!! Love you both.

Anonymous said...

Terrill and Amber, this is such exciting news and such an answer to prayer! Was such a privilege to pray with you while we were in Kaabong! :) Sarah C

Andy Sweet said...

That's really exciting. It sounds like God's timing was perfect (of course)!